Today I thought that I would count to see how many days there were until Merlin, so casually I opened my diary and started to count like this:

But then the more I counted backwards the more my face turned slowly like this:

So finally i get to today and there are 64 days!!! 

I’m in shock

Then the emotions hit.

The I started to get depressed and when my mother said I was taking this Merlin thing a little seriously I was like,

So to make myself feel better I am going to march up to the bbc tv merlin people and tell them.

But my parents tell me I’m being ridiculous and TV programs are controlling my life, 

And they have told me to think of it in weeks (9 weeks) or months (2 months, 1 day).

so the plan is,

but in the meantime,